When I'm in the shower, nothing else seems real.
Sometimes I take a shower to think or feel better or cry or explode, but every time I take a shower to do those things, nothing seems real. I can't cry. I can't deeply think. I can't feel anything. Nothing is real.
But as soon as I get out of the shower, all my senses and emotions come rushing back to me, and I remember why I got in the shower in the first place.

Shameless:
lacking any sense of shame.

Audacity:
bold or daring, especially with confidence.

I want to know what I'm after, and go after it with shameless audacity.