This year.

Things that have held me back in the past, things that have distracted me, things I have compared myself to, things that have made me think twice before doing what I know I should do, things that have not been healthy for me will all physically not be with me this year. They are all going away about the same time. Things that have left scars and bruises will no longer be here.
I hear the Lord telling me that this is my year.
This is the year that things will change and forever be changed. I will know who I am in this new year, in this new season of my life, with no one telling me who I am but Him. I will seek and find. My eyes will be opened to secrets that my heart has been longing to see. I will know. I will experience and I will never go back.
He is telling me that this is a fresh start. A clean slate. A new beginning.
And it's looking good.

Waiting.

Waiting on the Lord and His timing.
That's a hard thing to do.

But His plans are the best and He knows what I need way more than I do.
Going through the process of waiting is not a easy thing for me to do. I can be impatient at times. But I just have to remember the Lord knows what's best. He has my best interest in mind. Nothing else. He loves me unconditionally.

Cynthia Louise Williford.

*yes. I did just do a post around a hour ago. But now, it is Cynthia's birthday.
This is something worth blogging about. And I have an urge to let it include a bunch of pictures with Cynthia's lovely face in them.



17 years ago, Cynthia Louise Williford was born. If I had been there, I would have been so excited. But I wasn't. But I am here now. And I am excited now.
I love Cynthia soooooooo much. So much more than I can say or put into words. She is so beautiful and she makes me laugh. Her laugh is contageous. Her eyes twinkle and she gets really excited about cute things. She is so dainty and her artwork is dainty as well. Her voice is so pure, and so is her heart. I can only look at her for so long because I might explode from how beautiful she is. She inspires me in everyway. When I grow up, I wanna be like her. She is so kind and loving. I see many of the Lord's qualities in her. I don't know what I would do without her. And I mean that with everything in me. She's my world. ;)
Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy birfffday, Cynthia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3.

Sincere heart.

Hebrews 10:22-23.
-"Let us draw near with a *true heart in full assurance of faith, with our heart sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful."

\\ SINCERE: free of deciet; earnest; genuine; pure.


The Lord is Faithful. His words are true. Everything He does is for our good. His word always comes to past.


I need to have a sincere heart in the waiting.

It came too soon.

To sleep. To hangout. To chill. Peace and quiet.

In the beginning..
All I wanted to do was get away.





I was humbled and set straight.






and in the end.
All I wanted to do was stay.